January 27, 2010

Not good **Updated

Just got done and my lining is only at a 5.4--- not good. So the nurse is going to talk to my doctor and call me back with what to do next. She didn't sound or act very hopeful since my lining was even thinner than where the last cycle ended. So I am not sure what to do or think. I just feel like my body is failing to work again. I am just going to curl up in my bed and cry for awhile.

***Just got off the phone with the nurse and my doctor. He wants me to add in one more estrogen pill a day, and come back in one week for another sonogram. If it hasn't improved, we'll have to cancel the cycle again. I asked him what we do next if this doesn't work. He said "We'll get you there. Keep your spirits up."

I'm trying.

14 comments:

Gene Steiner said...

We continue to stand in faith for you and with you. You will be the mother of many healthy, godly children...! We expect this. Our faith sees it happening. We encourage you to keep your eyes on Jesus who is both the Author and the Finisher or Completer if your/our faith. We have the petitions we ask of Him... The Bible says so. Just wanting to encourage you today. We look to Him, not the circumstances of the moment. And we command your body to be fertile... Breath of the Holy Spirit and Author of all life--- answer Aly's and Justin's and all our prayers for them. Thank You Jesus in advance for the miracle of life. We bind the spirit of discouragement and every negative force. You have no right. Be gone. May the joy of the Lord fill all of our hearts as we trust in you Lord!

Candie said...

You need to go do that for a bit. It's good for your body and soul to release those emotions. I'm about to stop and lift you and your husband in prayer during my lunch. Lots of love.

Amy said...

So sorry to hear that it wasn't good news! Hope the doctor has something more positive to say. I know it is easy for me to say but I hope that you will still have peace and happiness and just know that God has His hand in all of this and it really doesn't matter what the nurse said, (or what her attitiude was saying.)
Love you and can't wait to give you a big hug!
Amy

the ericksons said...

:( i am so sorry to hear. call me if you want me to bring you some company or a treat.

Leading Lady said...

I'm so sorry...praying for you and hurting with you.

Marie W said...

I am disheartened as you to hear about your lining. I am reminded constantly that faith produces favor. Keep the faith Alyson. I am believing for you that good results will come out of this.

amy (metz) walker said...

I'm sorry, Aly. It's so hard to keep hope and faith and look all the unknowns in the face and say, "I'm going to keep trying anyway!" I love you and I'm 100% here to listen and pray for and with you!

Janet said...

In God's time! Thinking of you and praying for strength and comfort.

Jodi Sue said...

Alyson our hearts are breaking! My internet was down last night - but I saw the title of your post and I told Brady - he was so depressed for y'all!
We love you our favoritest teacher ever!

Anonymous said...

I am deeply sorry Alyson. I will continue to pray that your body will cooperate and that things will go well next time. Take care of yourselves. God Bless.
Brenda

carolinagirl said...

Been thinking and praying for the next decisions you and Justin will be making.

Anonymous said...

Hi. My gf struggles with infertility and is trying her final FET. Twice now her lining was too thin and they had to cancel. This time she did accupuncture (several times) and it's over 9 now. Maybe something to consider?

Tena said...

I'm so sorry! Your time will come. I'll continue to pray for the doctors, nurses and everyone involved in your care - as well as you and Justin, dear friend!
Love you!

Anonymous said...

Hi, very interesting post, greetings from Greece!