It's been so wonderful to have my parents here with us for the last 6 weeks. Most people wouldn't understand it when I say I will really miss them when they move into their new house next week, but I really will!! And I can honestly say that Justin is going to miss them as well--amazing from a son-in-law, huh?! He's truly wonderful!! I'm not looking forward to an empty house again! Having them here, cooking and eating dinner together, going to work with my mom every day have all been so much fun! I know it won't be the same, but I'm so glad they are going to be very close-by!!
I just haven't felt much like blogging lately, and I'm tired of writing blogs with excuses!! =) I guess I need to just not feel guilty, and blog when I feel like it. I know you'll understand!
We did another round of shots last month without any success. I didn't feel like blogging about it as we did it, because I was hesitant to have to report a bad outcome again. It was REALLY hard for a few days after I found out it didn't work, and it took me a while to get back to my normal (what is normal anymore though?!) self or even think about wanting to post about it. We talked to the dr. and have been told that all looks good, even though we didn't get the result we wanted. He also told us we have 2 more tries of this before having to go in a different direction--IVF or adoption. It scares me to be so close to having to make that decision, but I guess it is good to have a timetable, because with the crazy emotions that go with the hope of it happening for me, I would probably just keep trying and trying and trying. And honestly--I don't know how much more I can handle emotionally right now. So all that to say I'm praying that our next try will be the one--it just has to be.